You are so close and at the same moment so far away.
You are so open and fully giving yourself to me.
Next moment you’re standing in the doorway, with your jacket on, ready to go.


I don’t want you to leave.
When we are together I keep forgetting my self.
I think this is forever.
I believe that I know and understand everything.
It is so good. So natural and effortless.
This feeling, I can’t deny it.

Now, I need to wait until our next meeting.
I’m letting you go.
Is it the right thing to do?
It is neither right nor wrong.
Letting you go, I’m letting go of my-self.


Everytime I’m standing in the doorway,
with my jacket on, ready to go,
I feel grateful.
Grateful that I was welcomed.
Grateful for our time.
Grateful that I can leave.